Thursday, February 2nd - Not working out xD

 02.02.2023

Nice day. Very relaxed. Slept deep. Worked. No food almost at all. I kinda wanna do something, work out in a cool way, even though it's way too late again. By wednesday my muscles have gotten stiffer and now I'm as loose as a jellyfish. I wouldn't have imagined this to possible. Relaxed. Not feeling like I'm burning down. Not that I was before, mind you. But now I really don't. Hard to transcribe the way  you pronounce things. The best way to imagine someone speaking is to listen to their voice previously. It's a funny random skill to have - not just to read, but to read it in your head in different voices (vocal tones).

Not sure. I think I'll end up having a large cup of a mild instant coffee with a can o meat. Then I'll work out a tiny bit. Ordered groceries, as well as a few little things. So many things to do. Apparently, Fallout 3 and New Vegas really were warning me about life with the whole speech skill thing. And I do have a somewhat decent speech skill when it comes to convincing, but I've only really used when I was massively motivated to get something. There was a little crisis with everyone in autumn 2020. October. I helped to solve it. I'd like to believe I played the role my father would have played if he was alive. Of course, if he was alive, most of the things would be completely different. Including me. Less... crushed by the weight of life. The weight of the air. Funny. Air pressure is actualyl really high. "Pressure in a fluid (liquid or gas) acts equally in all directions, so the air pressure doesn't add to the weight of your metal." That's why it's funny. It's air, it creates pressure, and it feels heavy, but it's not heavy. Oh well. Now I am definitely rambling. Not going anywhere. My previous walls of text? Not as rambly.

Bought a 40 Watt solid state amp. It was cheap. Cheaper than others I've seen. It's nice. Some buyer's regret, but then it went away. Curious. Sounds above mediocre, but I've not really listened to it correctly yet. Only quietly. The whole point of an amp is to amplify, and thus it's meant to be played loudly. On saturday, perhaps. Before the workout.

Made myself some canned meat microwaved with buckwheat. Accidentally made coffee stronger. Wiped the stairs and brushed the rug by them. A very curious thought - brushing the rug does something that beating the run won't accomplish as easily. You breat the rug the get thr dust out from inside, but you brush it to remove the clingy wooly dust. There's gotta some interesting allegory inside of it. Yes, I am fun at parties. He he he.

In Fallout 3, being evil is cartoonish. It's funny. If you choose the "evil" options you end up looking cartoonishly evil. In FNV it's a little bit more serious. Different approach. Somehow very similar it their root.

Got the groceries earlier than expected. That's good. Got filled up. I guess I'm gonna make peace with minimal stuff. But I think I wanna do something sharper than normal and see if my connective tissues react well to pushups. Minimal, cause I wanna save some energy for saturday.