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 31.03.2022

Nice day. Going mental. Pain.

Woke up. Worked. Strangely enough, despite only sleeping for about 4 hours - I really tried to fall asleep early, but that time the hormones were acting up - I managed to get some really pleasant sleep.

Got my order of tandom stuff today. Two packs of creative at a semi-decent price, two packs of string - one heavy, medium price and one super cheap that I used in the past. And got a new sleeping mask that I ordered yesterday. It's way better! Much better. Too bad I couldn't schedule the return of the old sleeping mask for today as well. Strange. They need a programmer to fix this. Cause I had a courier today, I could've just given him the thing.

Light session today.

Lat rubber pulls (very light)

4 sets of 15 - you can make it harder than it is by accelerating it.

Man, I feel so much pain. Useless, futile pain of cortisol. Someone needs to... uh... not "do" something, per se, but... eh. Pain. Fucking pain. I wish you could feel it too. You wouldn't like it that much, I think. Maybe you would. It's special. Inspiring, to a degree. Until it paralyzes you, or drains your energy. Swear words can't really express what I feel. How funny.

Our ancestors. What did they do to survive? How did they feel about it?

A long break later - did another repeatable quest

Squats

3 sets of 15 - on tiptoes, rubber support, can feel the quads on top of my knees. Not sure if I should do a lot today, but I feel in the mood.

Then I took another long break to practice my song. I've decided I'll start recording soon. Come up with an intro, perhaps? I think it's due.

Still wanna work out a bit more.

Overhead press - 6 kg dumbbells for many reps (30-40), supersetted with rubber chest flys (not flies) - 4 sets

Pullups with rubber support

2 set of 10 - not too hard, energy was getting low though.

Some time later - played Bannerlord. It's a lot of fun. Created a new character a few days ago. This one also ended up looking surprisingly like me. This game kind of has the "typage" for my face, ha ha. Just doing all the basic pre-kingdom stuff - leveling up my character, smithing, trading, catching bandits, doing quests. Fun, and I find it inspirational. The rugged reality of medieval era that we have turned sublime in our arts. And earlier the junior acolyite nad I played minecraft.

Please, pray to God for me. I don't quite feel well.

Random pic of the day



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