Unfair gaffe talk

 30.03.2022

Nice day so far. Woke up, worked, ate, rested, woke up later that I wish I did. Not a big deal.

Ground some coffee - two times. I think I can feel the difference in texture and taste. It felt very good. Unexpected dark thoughts have been sprouting in my head. All about the "lack of justice" in our Order's life. Catabolic!

Not a big deal. Taking my time, staying cool. About to start working out. It's going to be a rather late workout. I know I'm going to be shaking the garage very hard. And I'm thinking of reinforcing the lightbulbs somehow. I speculate they get "microbreaks" in them when the floor shakes. Should I try adding some more padding? When I was reinstalling the lightbulbs I saw one ancient lightbulb light up for a second. What a waste! I wonder if normal circular lightbulbs would work better.

You know who deserves to be slapped silly? People in western gyms that attacks their fellow trainees for loud deadlifting. Ooh, it's so infuriating! When you see it on the internet - that's what people call "rage porn". You get enraged and want to slap someone silly! That's quite sinful, to allow yourself to enjoy this, in my humblest of opinions. It is a sin. Same as going to bestgore.com sites etc. Enjoying things that you can't have! I don't really go there. Or do I? Can you trust what I'm saying in this blog? You decide. I cann assure you I'm telling you the truth. In the end, however, my opinion of myself isn't quite flattering. You can find a few posts when I was in "not very good condition", where I reveal some bad things about my mind. I'm talking about negative things, not something too extreme. Oh, I sure do love speaking in riddles! Ha ha ha. If I ever get married - I should find a lady who likes speaking in riddles as well. Should I marry a dumb girl or a smart girl? I reckon a smart girl would be more likely to become wise, and wisdom is forever appreciated. Wisdom is something I yearn for and never get enough. Empty, empty dark rooms. Dark cold rooms of my minds. Liminal tunnels between worlds. We pass through them momentarily and back again.

Nice mood for inspiration. I'll start my workout soon. It's really late. What will I do at night? I think I fell asleep around 5AM tonight. A vicious cycle that can only get broken by either going full circle or a few days of suffering with no sleep. A face mask has been pressing on my eyes, turning them red. Do not like. I oughta return it and buy a new one.

Workout

Deadlift

Warmup - decent, not too short

50 - 100 - 150

190*4

217*4

222*4

230*4

235*4 kinda hard

240*4 nice

247,8 for 1 - the "clean single". Smooth on the video, decent speed and acceleration.

Turned out to be a long session. The fact that I started really late didn't help either.

Practiced drums a tiny bit - got a "practice pad" made of a stool seat. Very bouncy on one side, and about right on the other side.

Tried doing a hub pinch lift on a 20 kg metal plate - managed to get it off the floor. I used to be really good at it. And I think I'm not so bad now. Might try it one more time soon. Still have to unload the majority of plates.

Reading Stonetoss comics (more like watchin em) and I'm starting to feel really sad for America. PRetty sure I'd feel the same thing if I was reading leftist comics too.

About to have some nice veggies. They always give me instant pump all over my body. Nitric oxide, they say. Great stuff.

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