17.01.2022
Oh, the good days I've had on this blog. They cheer me up. Looking for random pictures. Going through "tunnels". Getting way too high on coffee - in reality, just overstimulating my own brain and enjoying the workout. Writing music, talking about music. This blog has been in the background of all of these things, helping me to remember my own life better.
Even since I was a child, I found a strange sensation amidst grief and other negative emotions. I sort of enjoyed it. I don't have the same feeling anymore, and bad things are just bad. I looked myself as a scientific subject of sorts ever since I was very little. I didn't just accept the fact of wanting to do something. I wanted to know why I want to do things. Some answers came. Answers that are an explanation of an aspect of human nature. Explanations, but not profound answers. Don't know why we exist the way we do. Most likely, the question itself is incorrect. If there a "why-type" question that needs to be asked - it has to have more meaning than just "why". In the end, our human mind is limited, and there is, of course, nothing wrong with that. Our descendants will have more powerful abilities and fewer limitaions. In the end, limitations are definitions. There isn't much beyond our limitations. Or at least that's something I'd have myself believe, in order to avoid dangerous delusions. If you know it's a delusion - you're not deluded. That's why "positive delusion" isn't really a thing. You're either achieving something or lying to yourself. If you did achieve something - it wasn't a delusion. Good old George Leeeman. I miss the mid 2010's, when the internet was a little different.
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Workout
Bench - set of 10
Warmup
100
110
115
120 not too bad.
I think I did some light cardio after this? Might have gotten too cold and stressed on the garage floor. Not very good.
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