Nov 02-03, tue-wed

 02.11.2021

Nice say so far. Slept all day long - somehow that felt wrong, seeing how I had things to do in my free time. Well, that's the price you have to pay for combining different kinds of work and fun in one day - and also going too far. I could've stopped editing some time after midnight, but I wanted to do more. Did some repeatable quests after I woke up (i.e. worked).

You know, it's strange - I plyaed ESO for ten minutes to get some footage for the video, enjoyed the aesthetics of level designs and music and somehting clicked in my brain and started to release a massive rush of pleasure. I feel like a kid again! I'm so excited to be on the internet and to watch and read absolutely anything. Yes, when i was young I did have undying curiosity towards almost anything. It's strange, isn't it? I almost dizzy from it.

Well all experience moments like this in our life, but we don't often acknowledge them and record them. How unusual.

The light, it's like I can see the light again. Surely it has to be something more than just a release of hormones in my brain. Why did that happen?

03.11.2021

Nice day. Same issue as yesterday - I spent some time at night/early morning working on the video. It's 10 gbs in volume! With a bitrate of 20000. So I spent roughly 1.5 hours extracting it, and then a few hours uploading it, til it was early in the morning.

The video, as expected, isn't being viewed very much. But I know there's a lot of fun in it. I actually watched all of it before uploading it and enjoyed it! I did it on double speed though.

As I was going to bed I decied to cover the window with two layers of cloth. I suspected and knew that it might lead to me sleeping all day long, and exactly that happened. I kept being disturbed by small phone calls, which is exceedingly rare for someone like me (practically a social hermit).

Woke up at 7PM. Had strangely nice dreams about guitars and flying around. I love flying dreams. Somebody must have studied them before. They oughta signify something physical happening to my brain.

Some time later

Had two batches of new, weaker coffee. Its taste is less offensive, so that's good in some way. I accidentally made both batches very thin. Decided to have a lighter workout today - but not too light! And I definitely want to do some cardio and esperience that good ol' "cardio high", ha ha. A lot like the "tunnel".

Squat - only sets of 10

50 - 70 - 90 - 100 - 110 - 115 feels good. Made the last set extra explosive by actively flexing my abs, turning myself into a bouncy ball, like you always should on squats.

There's some sus activity outside the house - some person that I don't really recognize is sitting in a car, parked in one of our driveways. Saw him as I went to feed the ducks that ran away to the lake. I oughta try and lead them back here. It's probably nothing, but oh man, that's not great when someone is just straight up lurking out there. I'll have to check on him tomorrow at night. I speculate that it might be a neighbor, but I'm not sure.

Wanna work out some more. Even though it's already been a while. And it's quite late.

A unique cardio combo

Floor supported ring pullups - 50 reps (using legs and lats at the same time), then some calf raises standing + squatting - just an interesting exercise. Did three sets like that - my heart sure was working.

Here's the video I made on monday. A great insight into my mind and life. Such an open page, me. He he.

Random picture of the day - I love those space shots. Eternally inspiring!