Saturday 23rd

 23.10.2021

I had a rather awful dream in which I stole a baritone guitar from a dead man. Tells you something about my subconscious, ha ha. In my dream it was a signature guitar from a certain guitar youtuber, and it's funny because this person is quite unlikely to play baritone guitars and is rather stuck in a niche. But he is quite rich and impressive. A long time ago I watched his video on electric vs acoustic and decided that I indeed do want to buy an electric. Back then I knew so little.

Let's talk about my life recently. It's been quite nice. I haven't been playing any The Sims 3 or any other videogames. I've been waking up in the morning and sleeping at night - except for wednesday, when I fell asleep at 4AM. Well, I wrote about it. My wrist hasn't been hurting. The darkness deep inside of my mind has been showing itself a little bit - not very good news. That's the kind of 'negative' stuff, rather than 'twisted'. Maybe it's good - it might be a body's natural reaction to, uh... I dunno... stress or something. Or maybe it's ju8st lingering there from the past. Not quite important right now. Right now I'm having good healthy clean fun on teh internets.

Did multiple repeatable quests today, made some gold. Enjoying a sensation of success. It is a powerful one, isn't it?

Slept all day yesterday. Had nothing to do, so I just fell asleep during the day. Was awfully hungry - my stomach hurted quite sharply in the morning, notifying of the fact that I have, in face, eated nothing for quite a long period of time. Weird. And it hurted more some time later, and then some more. Had some good ol' buckwheat for breakfast, as well as some protein products.

Head hurted a bit - a little weird. Decided to have some nitroglycerin. I'm not sure, but I think it helped. It sort of really helps me manage my stress levels. Things that used to really tense me up in the past now feel like pretty much nothing. It's like nitroglycerin washes out some cortizol from my brain, but that's not me being scientific, that's me using the basic buzz words that probably don't really descibe my conditions throughout the day.

Ah, so much drivel just about me. What about you? I can sense that you're stressed too, possibly a little too much. It's okay. Just enjoy what you can enjoy right now and let it distract you. At least that's the way I've been doing it for quite a while. Healthy, clean things - like having a modicum of coffee, reading internets and working out withing proper limits. It's quite easy to overdo this, but thankfully, it's not that punishing most of the time.

This is such a massive blog, isn't it? Already hudreds of pages of pretty much nonsense. Well, my training is interesting - or it can be, if you study physical culture and progression. And some other stuff too, I guess. And you're connecting to me, personally, throughout time. Maybe I'm becoming more alive as you read these words. I'm not a vengeful spirit, hehe. At least I hope I'm not. Just pray and your fears will go away.

They're taking so long with AdSense now. Why? Are they actually doing it this time? Are they not going to reject me? I fear I might have a couple problems with youtube review, and it will, most probably, take quite some time. I would become so happy if they monetized my channel. That would be a real achievement.
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Some time later

Great workout. Didn't start too nice, but we fixed it.

Overhead press

Warmup

95,3 - 4 sets of 6 - great. Not "strict", but instead powerful. Cause you gotta press with momentum - one way or another. Don't move the bar slowly - that is simply counterproductive. Even when you're doing seated or machine press, you have an opportunity to push the bar quickly. In fact, in machines you can you all sorts of tricks. I wish I could try doing some Smith machine presses. I feel like I could do some nice weight.

Then I got disctracted frying chicken. It turned out a little nasty and oversaturated, but at least I enjoyed it somewhat. Oversaturated means it's gonna kill your hunger quickly, ha ha. And I took really long breaks as I did PP.

Push press

50 - 2 sets of 2

70 - 2 sets of 2 - not bad, but i was exhausted by that point.

Back really tired. Really flexed all the time now. Hope to have a good DL on monday.