Feb 10

 10.02.2021

Nice day. Mostly empty. And I just found out that tomorrow is also empty. (I.e. no work - not very good, lol) But at least I might have found one new client today, which is splendid. I work as an english tutor. It's a lovely occupation, but I'm hoping to obtain myself another freelance occupation some time soon. I keep dreaming about it so much I fear disappointment. Which is why I still should "go hard", so I avoid the trap of evading disappointment. You have to expect something to get something. Not necessarily true, of course, but it's more of a psychological trick.

Deadlift

Warmup

120*5

160*3 straps

200*2

230*2 easy enough

240 - 2*2

242*2 - braced incorrectly, so my second rep was lame

245 - planned to load 250 to get roughly 92% of my estimated max, but forgot to change a 5kg plate on the right side for a 10 kg plate. Still, the lift was super easy, cause I finally amped myself up - screamed a tiny bit, listened to some fast tempo music, it's lovely. It was the easiest rep today (out of working sets, which started at 230)

Well, what else? I've been trying to learn more open chords, since I forgot them since my first months of learning guitar. Practicing basic triads. I wish to sing and finish my song, but my monday experience tells me I might want to preserve my vocal chords for a while. And my laptop is showing problems with the monitot - I think the connection between the monitor and the body is a little bit impaired, so when it starts to glitch I just moe the monitor a bit. That's why why I don't want to record any drums for now - cause I have to take my laptop downstairs, and inevitably endanger it. It's probably too silly. So, I shall practice drums tomorrow, and, possibly. finalize my vocal tracks.

Now I wish to post a picture.

Statue of Jan Nepomucký - czech catholic saint, martyr, killed by a king for not revealing someone's confession (according to legend). Would you not reveal someone's confession under threat of death?